Eternally in love with the idea of a movie romance and getting swept off my feet. Is it wrong to be forever a romantic at heart?
That moment where you have too much free time to think and re-assess your own thoughts.
Its funny when you’ve never really had a childhood and had to grow up just a little bit to fast in order to care for your dopey loved ones.
No want or need to explain my self to others anymore and to further deal with other drama. I am who I am and nothing will change that.
Now that self acceptance and awareness have been achieved the thought comes about: what about a soul mate or your partner in life ?
Moments where all my self acceptance and awareness combine but I still don’t exude the confidence enough to ask out the girl and maybe go for a coffee and just chat.
As I sit, the world continues moving on and I contemplate the notion ,”It would be so much easier if I could marry some random girl and fall in love after.” …….
Then I remember I live in a perpetually moving kdrama and if life would ever grace me with one nice girl as it did boys then I would be married already ~ because its not the same, it’ll never be the same. Heck, I’ll never be the same as it was before.